Test 2

Please select your preferred language.

請選擇你慣用的語言。

请选择你惯用的语言。

English
中文简体
台灣繁體
香港繁體

Login

Remember Me

New to Fridae?

Fridae Mobile

Highlights
Advertisement

More About Us

Fresh : Blogs

Recent Blog Posts

Ruisess

天真无暇??

Ruisess - 16 hours ago

你说我睡觉时像小孩那样天真无暇

 

我想说

 

是天真无邪还是天真无暇啦

 

哈哈

 

笨蛋

 

你说了

 

就是因为这样

情不自禁

爱上我

 

躺在你怀里

安心的睡去

也是

爱上你的原因

arturo-g

LOOKING

arturo-g - 1 day ago

Bored and looking for fun and friends too. On the other hand, ex and I are now back to being true bestfriends. I am getting older but you are getting more. Lots of love IC.

Mahayana

Horizon Zero Dawn

Mahayana - 1 day ago

It has been a long time since I had been so emotionally invested in a video game. I mean I have always like playing games, but for a game to impact and affect me so deeply.. there really ain't that many games that can do that. At least in the last decade, none have been able to get me so hooked and emotionally involved. I liked The Last Of Us too, but as I didn't play the game, I guess the level of emotional attachment to the game is just not that strong  

But with Horizon Zero Dawn, I was just so compelled to take the journey with Aloy, to find out her parentage and why the civilization as we know it has been destroyed. I want to understand why humans are living in tribes and machines roam Earth. Most importantly, I feel so connected with Aloy as she faces her own struggles being an outcast and constantly being the outsider, yet never gave up on humanity. 

I am glad Aloy finally found closure when she found her "mother" although the ending was not the best outcome, it is as good as it gets  

And I also thought it was fate that my friends recommended this new game to me and I actually bought this new release, something I seldom do because I like to wait for reviews and the price of new game to drop. The incredible thing about this open world RPG is that it is really cheap for the amount of content it offers. I am so glad I bought this game. It is Game of the Year material and certainly the best game I have ever played for the last decade. Thank you Aloy, Elisabet Sobeck for the journey and Guerilla Games for producing this amazingly beautiful game. 

 

ct_vision

A Literary Time Capsule

ct_vision - 1 day ago

The beauty of keeping a blog journal is that I’ve created a time capsule I can look back on. I’ve definitely evolved, but there are still traces of the core elements of me. It seems there is a pattern to me. Every five years, I'd encounter some form of devastation. Five years ago was the last time I was heartbroken. I hurt for two months and regained my balance. After that, I ushered in a three-year era of the most dynamic boom in my career. This time, I went through the same "five stages of grief/ change" - Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance that dear Kübler-Ross coined. He sure is becoming a recurring name in my life. I’m presently at the tail end of the cycle at “Acceptance” and I’m moving on with my life. From the time I ripped the emotional band-aid off on 12 Feb 2017 and smashed my own fantasy of something that wasn’t, 10 weeks have passed. Doesn’t sound like much, but living through it felt like an eternity. I seem to take the same amount of time to heal as the last episode five years ago. But this time was a lot more intense. Perhaps it’s because I’ve never been more serious about wanting to be in stable committed relationship after so many years of not wanting to be in one. Perhaps I’ve realized I’ve wasted too many years running from the fear of getting hurt again. All that and suppressing of my emotions came at a hefty price. I inflicted so much psychological injuries on myself, when I finally truly let someone in, I was no longer strong enough to hold myself together as I did five years ago.

I’ve always known who I am and what I’m not. I’ve always known that I’ll be the Protector and Guardian of my loved ones. That my legacy will leave an imprint not only in my industry, but in at least this part of the world. I was born to change this world and anyone who tells me otherwise really doesn’t get it. And I don’t expect them to. Lots of people thought Jack Ma, Steve Jobs, Einstein, Elon Musk were conceited even insane at some point. I may not change the world as radically as they have, but I live in a reality and vantage point that not many do and I don’t expect anyone to understand what I need to do to achieve the change I’m looking for. Everything in life comes with a price. There must first be an action before a reaction will occur. I always take action, because I know no matter what I feel or how scared I am, nothing will change for the better if I stand still. The young girl that was has grown from a fighter into a Commander-in-Chief and I no longer have the luxury of licking my wounds for too long and feeling sorry for myself. Last Easter weekend, I hid away to try to make sense of my state of mind, body and emotions in a medical and scientific manner. Between resting my body and sleeping longer hours and cooking to nourish my body properly, I researched biohacking and psychological/emotional health. That’s when I came across this YouTube video on emotional hygiene and dug into the concept of psychological injuries. It’s time to truly heal and get stronger, but this time on the inside.

 

How to practice emotional hygiene - Guy Winch

https://youtu.be/rni41c9iq54?list=PL3i1-gdb-7uw-WrlznixubmAvQ3GS9Wx2

 

Note to self: If five-year is becoming a recurring pattern, the next one to be mindful of is in 2022. My reactions MUST be different then to ensure a different outcome to prevent history from repeating itself.

 

======Previous Blog Entries======

Happy 2013: New Beginnings

2013-01-01 00:46

Happy 2013 everyone. It's witching hour again and the new year brings new challenges. But I'm not caving in. Surrounded by friends who love me. Going to fight this feeling. 2012 was "Body and Mind"; 2013 is going to be "Pushing my Limits". I'm going to push myself physically, mentally and emotionally as far as possible. This feeling is just one of them. I wonder how far and how deep I can go. In 2013, I'm going to be bolder, faster, tougher, stronger. It starts now.

 

The Storm is FINALLY Over!

2012-12-08 04:45

LOL...I'm back! Most bizzare thing happened. I've just woken up spontaneously after 4 hours of sleep. Had a drink of water, turned on the radio and Celine Dion's, "That's the Way It Is" was playing on air. Suddenly everything clicked! There really is a song for everything. LOL...Woohoo! I'm back baby! Finally feel fully restored. Feels like I've unwound time and reverted back to the self I've missed so much 5 years ago! I think the emotional roller coaster is finally over! I've successfully rode out Kübler-Ross' "five stages of grief/ change" - Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance. Re-reading my own blog postings over the last few days, I'd say this will be the final "Acceptance" post. (PS to self: Trigger could be the natural high from the adrenaline I'm still on after doing a media interview with Taiwan's United Daily News, and being re-elected. Feels awesome to have the affirmation of my peers after so much work and effort. Finally feeling like me again.)

 

Numb

2012-12-06 00:53

Barely slept last night (1-2 hours at best) and tonight isn't hopeful as well. I woke up this morning numb. Logically, I'm physically and emotionally spent. I've been in a daze the whole day. My body is moving, but I seem to have woken up without my soul. I haven't cried in 5 years. I did last night. It was very scary, and confusing. I went to a place I swore to myself never to return. Now I feel nothing but emptiness. I saw a dark hole, took advice against my better judgment and jumped. Now I'm still falling and I don't see or feel the end. It's like I've been such a fool, even the devil wouldn't take me to hell.

I've always reminded myself and it looks like I need to remind myself more over the coming days:

1.I cannot lose, what I never had.

2.People come and go, what I build is eternal.

I allowed myself to be weak, because I'm human. But I need to stop making excuses for myself. There's been too many moments of weakness recently. The only person who ends up with the time bomb is always me. I need to be responsible for the people who count on me. I have other aspects of my life I truly care about. It's all nice and romantic, but it's time to come back to reality. There is nothing there. People like me don't have fairy tale endings. That's what stories are for. Its been 9 times! Why don't I learn my lesson already! Real life is unfair and I've always liked the fact that it's been unfair in my favour. People will fail me, will disappoint me and will take it all as they always have. I can no longer fail myself. I only have myself to blame for being in this current predicament. Time to pull myself together and keep moving forward. Been listening to Linkin Park alot more these days. Oddly, they keep me calm. Maybe because they verbalise the frustrations I never could. The song "Numb" has been replaying over and over again these last few days. Between feeling pain, hurt, scared, confused and weak, I prefer to feel numb. "I've become so numb, I can't feel you there, Become so tired, so much more aware. I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you."

 

Picking up all the pieces...

2012-11-30 01:55

What a whirlwind couple of weeks. These 3 days since returning from BKK, I've been flip flopping between feeling alright (ie. nothing) and perplexed. I shouldn't have gone on leave. I'm feeling more confused and uncomfortable with more free time to think. The walls I've built, cast in lead, have been totally shuttered. Who would have guessed it'd be crumbled by a force of nature...I've spilled the beans, emptied the can and kicked it around! Why am I putting myself through all these? I was perfectly fine and happy not looking back there again. Another sleepless night. Not sure if my insomnia is coming back...I don't know what I'm feeling anymore. For moments, it'd be fear, sometimes guilt, sometimes desire, sometimes I feel foolish, and sometimes disappointed with myself. I'm starting to realise why, but I can't seem to verbalise it. But it's so illogical. How can it be. It wasn't suppose to pan out this way. I shouldn't be feeling this way. A friend asked me recently, "what makes you happy?". I don't know anymore. I've done the right things that needed to be done for so long, I don't know what makes me happy anymore. As long as the people around me are happy, I'm happy. That's largely true. I geniunely feel joy when the people I love are safe and happy. But God knows that sometimes it's so hard when that sort of happiness has to come at a price. Maybe I've been conditioned to volunteer to pay that price. I've been told 9 times before, "if you love or care for someone, you don't necessarily have to be with them". That's true isn't it? If I truly love them, I should only want the best for them. For the first time in a long long time, I was truly happy. Just for a brief moment this past weekend. I know I have to let go. Only the best for the people I've come to love and care for.

asiannewsagency

Indo Montenegro Cultural Forum Launched at Global Fashion And Design Week

asiannewsagency - 2 days ago

Noida: “What an impressive and international platform has been given for the launching of first ever Indo Montenegro Art And Cultural Forum when the whole World is participating in this festival and celebrating culture,” said H.E. Janice Darbari the Consul General of Montenegro to India at the inauguration of IMACF during the First Global Fashion And Design Week Noida at Noida Film City.

“There is a need to develop and promote relations between the two countries India and Montenegro and art and culture is the best way to barge into the system,” said Sandeep Marwah President International Chamber of Media And Entertainment Industry inviting H.E. Janice Darbari to unveil the forum.

ICMEI will present the charter to the consulate mentioning the details about the next program lined up for this year. Secretary General Ashok Tyagi paid vote of thanks for initiating the formation of forum.

H.E. Janice Darbari honored and nominated Sandeep Marwah President ICMEI as the Chairperson of the organization. On the other hand Sandeep Marwah presented the patron ship to H.E. Janice Darbari.

The gesture was appreciated by the people of films, television, media, fashion, art and culture present there. Large number of participants from India and delegates from more than 30 countries of the World were attending the function. The event was well covered by Radio Noida 107.4FM and MSTV CO IN.

asiannewsagency

Global Fashion And Design Week Noida Created History

asiannewsagency - 3 days ago

Noida: “Never before any fashion and design school has taken so much of efforts to bring industry and education on the same platform to such a magnificent scale. we have created a history and a wonderful beginning in fashion and design world,” said Sandeep Marwah President AAFT School of Fashion And Design.

More than 40 countries participation, 100 different organizations of different fields including fashion, textile, furniture, jewelry, yoga, spiritual, health, modeling, beauty, makeup, educational institutions and media were the part and parcel of the show.

Painting exhibition, furniture exhibition, textile exhibition and jewelry exhibition all were inaugurated by the important dignities present at the show. Well-prepared fashion shows by the AAFT School of Fashion And Design brought many accolades to the fashion week.

John Uche Jesus, Dr. Kusum Chopra, Prasoon Dewan, Rahul Anand, Bharti Taneja, Iishika Taneja, Anushka Lal, shared their experiences through seminar on how to bridge the gap between education and industry.

Renowned exporters Rajat Jain of Pooja International and Nishith Sadh of Fancy Fashions, along with filmmakers from Los Angles Mike Berry, from UK Amita Shankar and from Mumbai Ashok Tyagi had a brain storming session on Film and Fashion moderated by Sandeep Marwah and followed by question answers.

Powerful workshop by young and known fashion designer Niket Mishra attracted many delegates to understand Start Up concept of Government of India in fashion and design industry. Renowned architect Harish Tripathi, fashion designer Rochika Agarwal and jewelry designer Sharmila Katrey had another panel discussion on ‘sustainable designing is a token of brand identity’.

Social issues were not forgotten and GFDWN in association with International Children’s Film Forum picked up this time a sensitive subject of child kidnapping under the guidance of Dr. Vandana Gulia of an organization called ‘No More Missing’ anchored by Sushil Bharti and supported by ICFF director Madhavi Advani discussed at length with huge participation bt the delegates.

Ritu Lal the director of the show supervised all the events and said that fashion week has brought new energy to the trade and turned out to be a learning experience for all of us. The evenings were full of fashion shows of different kinds.

s69

关于我

s69 - 3 days ago

是个莫名其妙,很宅而且有着特别爱好的人。有好长一段时间我还在想自己到底有没有问题。可是,又有谁敢说自己没有一点点问题呢?

dandanchen

When you are old

dandanchen - 3 days ago

when you are old and grey and full of sleep, 
And nodding by the fire, take down this book, 
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look 
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep; 
How many loved your moments of glad grace, 
And loved your beauty with love false or true, 
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you, 
And loved the sorrows of your changing face; And bending down beside the glowing bars, 
Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled 
And paced upon the mountains overhead 
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars.

dandanchen

:)

dandanchen - 3 days ago

Every single last idol
They’re no exceptions
The idols that mesmerized you
They disappear one by one
Who can scar heaven and Earth
Who is the new God
And we’re still here waiting
Waiting on what miracle?

In the end you’re left with yourself
You are too narcissism to pick on yourself
In the end you have to face yourself
You are still no good enough for yourself
Even the one who gives me the whole world
I’ll still doubt it
The heart’s flower blooms in full
But in the end it will wither and fall

One person after another
Who’s more beautiful?
One person after another
Who’s sweeter?
One person after another
Who’s easier?
What’s left that’s so great?

Every single ant
Whoever they rub up against
It’s all so neat and tidy
What’s it matter?
Every single person
They bump into the person they love
But the heart is left with a lingering fear.

justagirlz

Laugh

justagirlz - 3 days ago

Interestingly, looking back at past Blogs made me laugh. It just gets better. Haha

asiannewsagency

Seminar on Save The Girl Child at Global Fashion And Design Week

asiannewsagency - 4 days ago

Noida: Not long ago the Union Cabinet Minister Maneka Gandhi of Ministry of Women And Child Development, Government of India in association with Paridhi- a social organization nominated and honored Sandeep Marwah with the Brand Ambassador of ‘Beti Bachao Beti Padhao’ a welfare program by federal government.

Ample events have been planned to promote this cause all over India through different mediums by AAFT, Marwah Studios and ICMEI. “It is my duty to take his program to the largest segments of India in most possible manner, our efforts will never go waste,” said Sandeep Marwah President of Marwah Studios.

Global Fashion and Design Week also conducted a special seminar on ‘Beti Bachao Beti Padhao’ in association with International Women’s Film Forum.

“We are trying to reach to the larger audience through these kind of sizeable international shows where more people can relate to the subject,” said Babeetta Sakxena Secretary General of IWFF.

Popular singer Shankar Sawhney motivated the audience to work for the cause whole-heartedly and become partners with government campaign.

Renowned social worker Neera Mishra, Rinku Singh, Nandani Dewakar, Geeta Rachna and Priya Jain also spoke on the occasion. Later Sandeep Marwah honored the guests with the memento of First Global Fashion And Design Week Noida 2017.

Ruisess

继续厌世

Ruisess - 4 days ago

我来到了一个像美剧那样的小镇

隐藏自己不再是新鲜事

看着别人隐藏自己更是无言以对

从心中很多个为什么变成什么都无所谓了

这个小地方

所有人

都理所当然的自我封闭

五年

可怜连称的上朋友都没有

我想让大家都是朋友

但是大家的心中有太多的秘密

太多的让别人知道

太多的不信任

这就是你们小小的世界

但我无所谓了

也不在乎

只要努力得到自己的想要的东西

我管你们呢

新的名言

我想就世人

世人可想被我救

我只救想被救的人

asiannewsagency

Exhibition of Paintings Inaugurated at Global Fashion And Design Week

asiannewsagency - 5 days ago

Noida: The first Global Fashion And Design Week saw the inauguration of exhibition of paintings by young promising artist Arun Kamti. The theme of the exhibition was ‘The Social Strata in India’.

“Paintings are the best way to express your emotions. It is a creative art, which teaches you aesthetics and color combinations. We promote art at every occasion,” said Sandeep Marwah President Marwah Studios.

“The Fashion week is complete in all sense, it has a wonderful platform to promote all kind of arts,” said Zhang Zhihong Commercial Councilor Embassy of the People’s Republic of China in India.

Mrs Universe Rashmi Sachdeva, Sandeep Singh social Worker, Nirmal Kulkarni senior architect were present during the inauguration of painting exhibition. The designers and artist from all over India also attended the same.

The Director of AAFT School of Fashion And Design Ritu Lal introduced the artist and paid vote of thanks. The event was designed by Asian Academy of Arts and supported by International Chamber of Media And Entertainment Industry, AAFT School of Performing Arts and AAFT School of Graphics And Animation.

asiannewsagency

Workshop by Swati Modo at Global Fashion And Design Week

asiannewsagency - 5 days ago

Noida: The first Global Fashion And Design Week Noida 2017 kicked off with the powerful workshop by the renowned designer Swati Mehrotra Khaanawalia at Noida Film City.

“The First Global Fashion And Design Week has been planned for all those who have passion for designing. It is the highest platform for all those who believe in creativity and its expansion,” said Sandeep Marwah President Marwah Studios and GFDWN.

“There is more than garments in fashion industry, do not forget the large input given to fashion by way of bags, shoes, belts, caps etc. which is a big part of industry too,” said Swati Modo renowned fashion Designer.

Swati Modo as a brand has been delivering craftsmanship and innovative ideas to the custom made designer shoes. An Ingenious and Charismatic shoe designer with an impeccable eye for detail, Swati Mehrotra crafts each piece to appeal the fashion aficionados.

“Swati is already on the board of AAFT School of Fashion And Design and is one of those committed fashion designer,” said Sandeep Marwah.

asiannewsagency

Indo China Cultural Forum Launched at Global Fashion And Design Week

asiannewsagency - 6 days ago

Noida: International Chamber of Media And Entertainment Industry has grown with another international event when First Global Fashion And Design Week Noida inaugurated at AAFT, Noida Film City.

A new committee under the name and title of Indo China Cultural Forum was announced by Zhang Zhihong Cultural Counselor of Embassy of the People’s Republic of China in India.

Indo China Cultural Forum Will looks into the development and promotion of relations between two countries through films, television, media, fashion, tourism, education and other related modes and means of glamour business.

“I am proud to be present here when a formation of Indo China Cultural Forum is announced from the top most platform of Global Fashion And Design Week,” said Zhang Zhihong Cultural Counselor of Government of People’s Republic of China.

“A new chapter of friendship has been written today with China. We will leave no stone unturned to make it a successful venture for the promotion of relations between two major countries of the World,” said Sandeep Marwah President Marwah Studios & AAFT. The event was attended by who’s who of film, television, media, fashion and design fraternity. Yang Jun Second Secretary- Culture Embassy of the People’s Republic of China was also present there.

hugu

你老了

hugu - 6 days ago

人 活着,逐渐会趋向麻木。有什么话比天方夜谭1001夜有趣与精彩?当1001夜重复说到说话人也累了,听的人也只好装有趣的继续听着。然后就时事新闻、路人、身边的人与事的东家长西家短。也许有共同兴趣的人相陪很不错,但久了,慢慢的找不到引起彼此共鸣的话题。还有个人性格、性情的差异。或者俗话说的对吧,相见容易相处难。

黃小琥-沒那麼簡單

也许天空还是天空,一杯水还是一杯水,只因有了这个身边人所以这刻天空有了颜色,这杯水的味道是甜的。也许当你懂得什么是放下,这刻天空对你笑了,这杯水也有了味道。

 

《单身情歌》

 

 你老了

 

 



 

Mahayana

Bad decisions

Mahayana - 6 days ago

Watching 13 Reasons Why and the rape scene was brutal. Sometimes you make fucking bad decisions and it ruin your life. Sometimes you meet rich assholes who think they can do anything to you. Life isn't fair. Don't make stupid bad decisions. 

Watching Hannah makes a series of bad decisions just hurts so bad. I wonder was I such a stupid teenager when I was younger. Or was I ever a bully that ruin someone's life. Even a little. 

Conclusion after watching this series? High school in America is fucking scary and brutal. 

i am still emotionally shaken after watching that rape scene.

 

asiannewsagency

Kalinga University Appreciated The Efforts of Sandeep Marwah

asiannewsagency - 1 week ago

Noida: The visit of Vice Chancellor of Kalinga University Dr. Jagannath Patnaik brought a new energy into the campus of Marwah Studios.

“Very few people are so passionate about providing such a class education to the students. There is no other film school in the World which has gathered so many facilities under one roof.,” said Dr Jagannath Patnaik Vice Chancellor of Kalinga University Orissa handing over his new book to Marwah.

Dr. Jagannath Patnaik is a distinguished academician, an eminent author, a renowned management expert and an effective administrator with varied experience in educational research, academic administration, and industry that matches the need of the hour.

“The students of AAFT are very lucky to have an international media person like Marwah to head the institution. He deserves a very strong appreciation from industry as well as government of India too.,” added Dr Patnaik.

We at Kalinga University would love to honor Sandeep Marwah with the Degree of Doctor In Cinema, he expressed. Later Sandeep Marwah honored Dr. Patnaik with the Life Membership of World Peace Development And Research Foundation.

 

AshleyJo

The Easter Catharsis.

AshleyJo - 1 week ago

 

Expectations. Wild (or should I say, weird?) Imaginations. (Incorrect) Presumptions. Toxic Tales. Cynical Outlook. Critical Judgements. Negative Conversations. Mental Exhaustion. 

These were the themes that pretty much marked my SUPPOSEDLY spiritual Easter wkend. So much for being spiritual.....my foot! Sure, I may have the patience to be a good listener but it doesn't mean I want my long wkend to be marred by such toxicity and negativity, especially when I had really wanted it to be a contemplative time for me. Instead, my mind was cluttered with noise and all that worldly nonsense rooted in hypocrisy, judgemental criticisms, selfishness and negative cynicism. 

Oh God.....I so need my MEEEEEE time to purge all that toxins outta my head! ;p 



CoolShark

Aloneness and Lonesomeness

CoolShark - 1 week ago

Despite books being my first love, I've not been reading as much as I used to ...what with work and life's many distractions plus my failing eyesight is not helping. I've started reading this trilogy a while back and finally am on the final volume. Notwithstanding the translation (it's translated from Japanese), I could see and feel the aloneness and lonesomeness in this passage....

"If Tengo doesn't show up by then, she thought, I guess I will see out this enigmatic year of 1Q84 in this corner of Koenji, one monotonous day after another. I'll cook, exercise, check the news, and work my way through Proust - and wait for Tengo to shoe up at the playground. Waiting for him is the central task of my life...."

(Reference to Proust is in respect of his "In Search of Lost Time")

For whatever reasons, the publishers for the translated works decided to work with two translators - one who translated the first two volumes and another for the final volume. Somehow this final volume reads different....less weird. Made me wonder how the translator of the first two volumes would have translated this passage...

 

 

 

Search Personals

I am
Interested In
For
Age to
Country
State
  • Online now
  • With photo
  • Photo vault
  • Safe sex
  • New

Featured Profiles

Now ALL members can view unlimited profiles!

Languages

View this page in a different language:

Like Us on Facebook

Partners

 ILGA Asia - Fridae partner for LGBT rights in Asia IGLHRC - Fridae Partner for LGBT rights in Asia

Advertisement