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Spacegirl - 13 hours ago
One of the things that Spacegirl mulls over is the concept of time. It's a topic that physicists debate over and again as most of what they claim to be true exist only on a theoretical level.
Spacegirl is no scientist, but in all the space travels that she has embarked on, she frequently encounters time-travelers. Most of them have a preference of traveling to the past, and then to the future, missing out very much on the present.
Once in a long while, Spacegirl will have coffee with these time-travelers. One of them has been doing so much time-traveling that Spacegirl can't help but point out to her the state of her worsening dark eye circles. The time-traveler is too engrossed in telling Spacegirl about how she's managing her open relationship with person A, who's a reluctant counterpart to such an arrangement, and dating person B at the same time.
Attempting to apply logical reasoning to the situation, Spacegirl asks several questions.
1) Do you love person A?
2) Do you enjoy spending time with person A?
3) What's the rationale for an open relationship, especially when person A is a reluctant party? (Assuming that an open relationship is one in which both parties embrace the arrangement wholeheartedly.)
4) Do person A and person B know about each other's existence?
5) Do you like/love person B?
6) Are you happy?
2) Used to, but not anymore.
3) I just want to make life miserable for person A, because she always talks about some other gal she dated.
Spacegirl concludes to herself, thus, that this is a time-traveler that has lost her way. There's nothing more she should do but to listen and tries to be engaged with the time-traveler's tales.
Yet, her mind has begun to wander...
Am I a 3rd party?
incense - 1 day ago
Recenlty becaME A third party.
1. Did Italk about one of my most recent flings. Hot man. 47yo chiinese guy. He enjoys fucking me. Unfortunately there are three nos. He has a bf. His dick is small and he is hiv neg. Let's see how it goes. Keep him as a sex buddy then.
2. My chronic depression has not killed me yet but getting there. Still hoping for a micracle like striking lottery or more. Tomorrow I will check my tickets. One day I will win big.
3. My mALAYSIA CONDO IS costing me money. Hope to be able to move in or rent it out soon. Money not being made here. At least get half my investment paid off by rental.
4. Bought the ANOVA sous vide machine. hope to cook some fantastic meat this holiday. Will do beef or pork. doesnot really matter because they are cooked in a plastic bag. so the sous vide machine is still halal. Bake bread again but added too little coffee so the coffee bread is bland.
5. This holiday I will go get fucked by a big ah moh dick. LOL. How? Most likely go get a drunk ang moh at the pub. Lots of sarong party gays there ... maybe I will not get one.
6. There is ferrry from Tanah Merah to Batam Centre but quite expensive so I am waiting to see if the price falls. Planning to go only to two places this holiday. Batam and JB.
7. Talk about purchases. I bought an alarm clock for my sister. Bought two bangle for myself. one stainless steel and copper. The other is silver. I will put all the jewelry in my safe.
8. Started cleaning the place up but progress is slow. I expected to move things to malaysia but now it seem there are not much i can move till my other place is ready. I have a box of things for my ex. Most of the things in it is his own things. i might give him another foldable bicycle as I intend to upgrade to an escooter.
9. I need to get fucked again soon by a bigger dick. lol. just joking. but I would like a hug or so. I need to eat well, exercise well. I am beginning to feel the side effects of medications. Muscles and bones are thinning. Exercise should help.
10. I am going to use my jericho products more frequently. $600 orth must not be kept too long. there is such a thing as expiry dates. My face cream is also very old. Also paid a lot for them. Better start using and finsh them by end of the year.
ct_vision - 1 day ago
Her presence still impacts me. Her friend, J she introduced me to last Nov is back in town for the art shows and auctions. He invited us to tea to meet up. I haven’t seen her since 15 April. Feels like a lifetime ago. She looked good. We felt so distant today. Like strangers. I’m not sure if it was me or her, but eye contacts were brief and awkward. I used to love looking into her eyes. I kept a smiling face on and tried to see if I’ve truly gotten over her. Seems like I still need to give it more time. Her presence still has an impact on me. My heart was pounding. If her friend picked up my wrist and looked at my fitness tracker, it would have showed my pulse racing.
During our conversations, we laughed about silly things that I did at my first auction. And how my watch is connected to my phone. She spoke like she still knows me. It felt so strange. My watch and phone are now no longer connected and I’ve amended certain other habits. But I didn’t correct her. Perhaps I just wanted to feel somewhat connected to her still.
I was excited last Weds. Taiwan passed same sex marriage and I found out my god child is going to be a boy. I text her that day. I’m not sure why. Perhaps I missed hearing from her. Her responses were short and cold. She hasn’t reached out or text since 15 April. She said she wouldn’t. I wonder if this is where the friendship ends. I no longer know what’s going on in her life and she doesn’t seem to care about mine any more.
crescent82 - 2 days ago
After ~2 months of oblivion, I logged in today in search of familarity (which intellectully I know is defilement) to find my inbox with a dozen messages. Being systemic, I went thru my heart box, fresh blogs as well, & thought I would browse through the old connections I had, when I chance upon them.
Turns out that the stuff which catches my attention is very different from before. If the 5 Mental Hindrances is anything to go by, it is now apparent that I actually guard my senses. It's amazing how this can be done. But this too will be lost if consciousness & practice is ceased.
And everytime I read my correspondences & blog posts from years ago, I'm surprised by how opinionated, genuine & robust the content is. And the words that I use...!! What had I been reading? Lolol. I think subconsicously I'm unaware of how I might come across to others, I was merely expressing.
The Dharma lessons this week was fruitful as usual. There's always something to takeaway, but so difficult to instill completely. Bhante said that our environment & people don't call for our actions or anger. They are simply triggers for the stuff that exists within us, which fortunately, can also be changed. This is the power of meditation & right effort.
AAFT Join Hands With ISD Council
asiannewsagency - 2 days ago
New Delhi: Joint meeting of the members of AAFT-Asian Academy of Film And Television and ISDC- India Skills Development Council took place at Habitat Centre, New Delhi recently to discuss the matters for better education in India.
It was decided that AAFT, a premier school in film and television training will work with ISD Council to prepare the norms of film and television training at national level. Those norms will be not only essential but will be necessary for any film school in India to execute the training program to maintain the standards.
“I am ready to share my 30 years experience in media and 25 years in film and television training,” said Sandeep Marwah President of Marwah Studios. “We can never have a better person than Sandeep Marwah to guide us on film and television training,” added J.P.Singh Director ISD Council.
Spacegirl - 2 days ago
It's been a rather dull period at the movies. A suggestion to see the latest installment of Alien had been swiftly turned down by a friend, who cited bad reviews and ratings for not intending to catch it at all. I don't usually follow critics' choices. A highly-rated Get Out turned out to be an extremely uninteresting "horror" flick, and I literally fought to the death in defending my stand, citing that lone critic whose views I totally agreed with. I love horror films, and hated the movie for the fact that it pretended to be one.
Alien: Covenant, with an average rating of 7/10, doesn't really seem like a bad movie. Isn't 7 out of 10 considered above average? The ratings are all based on personal opinions anyways.
In any case, since the movie is hailed from one of my best-loved sci-fi series, I'll most definitely watching it. And if I've got more free time, perhaps a second viewing of Guardians of the Galaxy Vol.2.
With fewer distractions from the silver screen, I've more time to immerse in book reading. I enjoy all the drama in the fictitious world, but not interested at all, when it comes to real-life drama of any sorts.
Indo Romanian Film And Cultural Forum Moves Further
asiannewsagency - 3 days ago
New Delhi: Indo Romanian Film & Cultural Forum, formerly inaugurated by H.E. Radu Dobre the Ambassador of Romania to India during the Global Film Festival Noida 2015, has moved much ahead.
IRFCF- Indo Romanian Film And Cultural Forum has recently handed over a scholarship of a short term course of World class film school –AAFT to the Ambassador for the deserving candidate from Romania. A film from Romania has been a part of Global Film Festival too. Many other arrangements including shooting of Bollywood films in Romania are under consideration.
H.E. Cristina Tarteata the visiting Secretary of the State from Ministry of Tourism, Government of Romania to New Delhi has recently appreciated Sandeep Marwah Chairman Indo Romanian Film And Cultural Forum in a grand function at Maurya Shreton.
xanerious - 3 days ago
So what is it that makes life interesting for you?
What is it that makes you want to wake up to?
What is it that makes you happy?
skyz08 - 3 days ago
8th BCS Ratna Award Honors Sandeep Marwah
asiannewsagency - 4 days ago
New Delhi: “A remarkable progress of International Chamber of Media And Entertainment Industry under the leadership of Sandeep Marwah President Marwah Studios has already impressed the stake holders,” said Dr. K.B. Rohtagi President 8th BCS Ratna Awards at a grand function at Hotel Lalit, New Delhi.
Interaction with 164 countries of the World, students of film and media from 120 countries enrolled, and international events like Global Film Festival, Global Festival of Journalism, Global Literary Festival, Global Fashion Week, International Festival of Cellphone Cinema etc. on the annual basis have become international properties of India.
Global Tourism Summit, Global Education Summit, Global Leadership Summit, Global Media And Entertainment Summit, Global Cooperative Summit all have attracted more than 100 countries to India.
The award committee honored Sandeep Marwah for his untiring contribution to the industry by presenting a memento. “Every award adds new responsibility on your shoulders. I will put extra efforts to make things more smooth in the industry,” said Sandeep Marwah on receiving award.
Later Sandeep Marwah presented quite a number of awards to the industry leaders for their vast contribution in their respective fields. N. S. Tomar Minister of Rural Development Government of India appreciated the efforts of Marwah.
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The Good Life.
AshleyJo - 4 days ago
So much has transpired. So much has gone through my head. I've been pondering over the big Qs of late and it makes me wonder abt the definition of The Good Life. Clearly, it is one of a highly subjective nature.
J and I were discussing the ever intriguing "what-makes-us-happy" topic. To her, simple joys come in the form of being able to read tonnes of books and likewise for me, indulging in my weekly pursuits makes me a happy woman. But going beyond our ephemeral pleasures on a day-to-day basis, what truly gives us The Good Life which will sustain our existence on a more spiritual level and in a more self-aware manner?
Money and Success have never been determinants of what constitutes a Good Life for me. Yet to many, and amongst them I count them some of my friends and ex lovers, the precepts of the Good Life are dictated by say, one's own house (or a bigger house?), travelling, car (or a nicer car?), branded wallet/bag/shoes/whatever material possession one can "own". As it is, The Good Life means differently to diff individuals.
If we were to pit suffering against success, it's a no contest. At least by the measure of the human mind that's been so conditioned by societal expectations. The world at large credits success but nobody gives value to Suffering. And I can understand why, because I wouldn't want to suffer either and I would hate to see my loved ones going through suffering in life. But I've come to appreciate the value of suffering, not just from a spiritual perspective but truly understand that some forms of suffering are indeed worthwhile to bring abt other positives in life. Hence, value creation from suffering. I'm thankful to have gained a more in-depth understanding that suffering for a greater cause until the day I die is a life well-lived. As ironical as it sounds. And perhaps, this is what The Good Life truly means.
Spacegirl - 4 days ago
Traveling in space doesn't require much company, as it's a quiet place for one to rest, recharge or go on an adventure. Spacedog is totally cool with it, as long as I keep her entertained with cookies and a bit of belly rub.
Sometimes we land on a friendly planet, and catch up with the inhabitants. They often update us with what's going on in their lives, mainly about relationships and the complications that arise from them. We listen, even though we are more interested in topics that involve time-traveling and magical thinking.
While Spacedog gets busy licky her paws, which is a sign of boredom, I'll attempt to work out the logic behind the complicated parts of the relationship. Usually I won't find any, and so I'll start counting in my head 1 to 100, then 100 to 1, repeatedly, which is a sign of boredom.
Once Spacedog begins pacing around with all four of her paws wet with saliva, and me losing count in between 1 and 100, I'll inform the friendly inhabitants politely that I have to walk Spacedog, and bid them farewell.
Onboard our spacecraft, which roars its way into space again, we feel our spirits rise as we head towards our next adventure.
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williamhawk - 4 days ago
Asian Education Group Congratulated Sonam Kapoor on National Award
asiannewsagency - 5 days ago
New Delhi; “We extend our heartiest congratulations to Sonam Kapoor on receiving National Award for her dynamic performance in feature film Neerja Directed by Ram Madhvani,” said Sandeep Marwah President Marwah Studios complimenting Sonam and greeting to Anil Kapoor at Vigyan Bhawan.
The Honorable President of India Shri Pranab Mukerjee bestowed upon the National award for Best Feature Film- Neerja and Special Mention to Actress Sonam Kapoor in a majestic function at Vigyan Bhawan in the august presence of Who’s Who of India.
Sonam Kapoor has won many accolades, she was ranked seventh on The Times of India‘s 2010 “Most Desirable Woman” list,. She was in the top ten of UK magazine Eastern Eyes “World’s Sexiest Asian Women” list from 2011 to 2014. In 2012 and 2013 she also held 48th and 45th place, respectively, on the Indian edition of Forbes “Celebrity 100” lists, based on the income and popularity of Indian celebrities.
She was named Woman of the Year by the men’s magazine GQ India in 2013.Kapoor has also acquired several titles at the Filmfare Glamour and Style Awards. “We are proud of Sonam Kapoor.” added Marwah.
Exhibition of Paintings by Special Children Inaugurated by Sandeep Marwah
asiannewsagency - 6 days ago
New Delhi: “My good wishes to all of you on this auspicious occasion of Mother’s Day. Today is the right day to highlight the art presented by special children. It is nice to see the paintings dedicated to mother,” said Sandeep Marwah President Marwah Studios while inaugurating the exhibition of paintings at Hungarian Information and Cultural Centre at New Delhi.
The Hungarian Information and Cultural Centre is meant to promote both Indian and Hungarian art. Today we have blended both the arts on the walls of centre as a gesture of strong relationship,” added Wilhelm Zoltan Director of the Centre.
Prof. Ramesh Kumar Pandey Vice Chancellor of Shri Lal Bahadur Shastri Rashtriya Sanskrit Vidhyapetha also spoke on the occasion.
The exhibition was presented by Santoshpur- Agantuk under the title Anya and attended by large number of people from all strata of life including young artists Hemavathy Guha, Sangeeta Kumar Murthy, Ragini Sinha, Swarnali Pal, Madhubanti Chatterjee, Rinku Bhadra and Zsuzsa Gajdan who all displayed their paintings.
One nice poem
fflovelife - 6 days ago
Generating compassion does not mean actually freeing beings from their sufferings; it is wishing that they be free. Of course, if there are things we can do to help, we should do them. Sometimes our efforts will work, sometimes not. The most skilled doctor is unable to cure every patient, and the most courageous rescue worker can't save every life. No matter how strong we may wish someone to be free from a problem, we may not be able to bring this about. We can only try our best, and then accept whatever the result maybe.
Master Class by Priyanka Kothari at AAFT
asiannewsagency - 1 week ago
Noida: It was lucky day for the department of Acting at Asian Academy of Film And Television when students got an opportunity to interact with renowned film actress Priyanka Kothari at campus.
“Strong determination and focused requirements can get you to a place what you are dreaming for. Continuous efforts and PR exercise is the requirement of the trade,” said Priyanka Kothari while answering the non-stop questions asked by the students.
“Every student must be ready for the interviews and auditions, which is the trend in the industry now. Aim big to be a big man. Your desires must be backed and supported by honest work to be a successful person,” added Sandeep Marwah President Asian Academy of Film And Television.
Priyanka Kothari started her carrier with Madhavan in a film Jay Jay and no looking back. More than 30 feature films in Hindi, Tamil, Telgu and Malayalam are to her credit. Some of the famous films were Sarkar, Bullet Rani, Bin Bulaye Barati, Agyaat, Aag, Darling, Darna Zaroori Hai, Killer, Shiva and many more.
Spacegirl - 1 week ago
These days, reading can become a more social activity, with all the different book clubs on social media that one can join. And not forgetting Bookstagram. It's through all these connections that I widen my scope of reading.
I caught up with a bookstagram user recently for a book exchange. After the quick meet up, we chatted on Whatsapp and then came the question "Do you have a boyfriend?"
I had not been asked this question in the longest time and was quite tickled by it. I thought I looked lesbian enough to most people. So I told her that I'm gay and she asked if I had a girlfriend. Then came the discussion on how tough it has been for me to find a compatible partner in an ever-shrinking pool of potential matches.
That reminded her of a local writing that she read once, and how she was moved to tears by it. She strongly recommended it to me.
Alfian Sa'at's The Invisible Manuscript is probably the most openly gay writing that I have come across in local literature. Although it's written from a gay man's perspective, I find resonance in many of Sa'at's poems.
The one that strikes me the most is "Penmanship (for N)":
"If I could gather all the premature full stops in your letters I would thread a bridge of ellipses back to where we left off, back to where we never started. My life's now a mess. You gave up your illusions on love so I could create my own."
Awesome words there.